Life is uncertain, Death is written
hmmmm wt cn i sae bout the title tat i post.....i guez its the fact that everyone knws but pretends nt to even think bout it....rite rite??
my 23 years of living really taught me alot especially about frens,e way of life,wts written by HIM.....
semue bende yg terjadi tu mesti bersebab n kiter ni sebagai hambanye,mesti lar pndai menilai dan membuat keputusan yg bijak dlm memilih....contohnyer kawan...hmmm....da mcm debate la plakk....kawan ni mmg senang nk carikk....tapi sahabat tuuu masyallah...susah tul nk carikkk....mase senang smuenyer akan berkepit dgn kiter...kalau kiter susah,keluarga jugak yg jadik option terakhir.....hw cruel kann....tapi frm dere la kiter blajar berfikir lebih mendalamn eventually mkes us to become a better person....kalau tak difikir dgn care betul,maka rugi laaa.....kerana hidayah tu hanya dtg skali and if we didnt get to notice it,jgn harap la DIA nak kasi lagii....
haizz...tibe2 lak kan berceramah pat sini...saje jer nk bertukar pendapat....hehehehe....bukan de org yg bace pun blog yg tak sbrape nih....hee :)
jadi renung2 kan la pe yg kiter da buat di dunia ni....tul ke tak bende2 yg kiter uat ni? kalau rasenyer tak betul ,cepat2 la mintak petunjuk dariNya...manusia...tak luput dari kesilapan....jadi sentiasa la beringat ingat pada NYA...........
bak kate bang bil, AH LU PIKIR LA SENDIRI YE.......wassalammmmmm....
6:46 PM
outcast...
hmm...i duno y im feelin tiz way...smetimes we do feel lik tiz whn u r not close to a certain grp of people huh...nt tat u nvr tried but jz cnt help it but to feel tiz way...den it all cmes to the sayin 'one for all and all for one' ?? hakkk tuikkkk ahh!!
i so dun believe in tat sayin at all...nt at all...:( jz mkes me wonder am i really important to em or jz simply a CALAFARE to add on to the group....im sure they wun go arnd reading my blog so y do i care...i had enuf of tiz shit in my ITE days n i really thought it will change whn i step forward into another environment,another skul...but the fact is, i stil face tiz f*****g prob...bias bias bias....y shld the head sabotage the one under him where he can approach nicely after the whole thingy??!! i jz dun understnd....i thought the head was suppose to be dere to give moral support n giv constructive feedbacks to his students under him but i guez i was totally wrong! maybe it was our mistake oso as to why we nvr approach him first before the presentation n let him giv his CONSTRUCTIVE feedback first before us,presenting it...n all cmees back to me..lik wth laa...mkes me look as if i really mke a big mistake n make the whole thing look worst...
its been really hard on me nwadayz...wit everythin tat's gng on...one gone,another comes...whn is it gona end?? i duno if i can stil get hold of everythin or shld i jz let it go as it is....?? NOBODY knws wt im gng through in my life rite nw and wit me acting lik usual, nobody wld have believe wt i went through.......
whoever cmes by n read tiz post if ever u feel hurt or wt, den i guez u shld strt tinkin whether wtever u do, be it nw or the past, is it the right thing to do n does it hurt the other party and hve u ever think bout the other party's feeling?? i wun wana sae anitin...u decide for urself..........
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9:29 PM
im backkk....
hmmm...wahh...its been a month i guez since my last post of promoting my choc marble cake....heheheh....
kinda bz nwadayz wit skul n stuffz....haizz....duno whn wil it end....sick n tired of it oredi...nt skul i mean....besides whether i update my blog or nt,there wun be anyone who wana drop by to read my boring blog except for some kind heart souls out dere....
so skul is getting tough each week..gotta rush our work before the deadlines and wit our super irritating supervisor...hahaha!!
had my polite games but felt guilty cz i tink i didnt perform tat well plus i didnt even went traing once...not tat i dun wan but jz cnt mke it...n nw my ankle is stil weak due to the last game agaisnt nyp...haizzz...hope it'l get better soon though....:(
at tiz point of time i really mis my grandparents and hoepfully i can mit em soon...its been buggin me for the past few days....really cnt wait to graduate and accompany dem dere.....hmmmmm........
guez tts it for nw...nothin much to tell nwae......
7:08 PM
Hari Raya Order :)
For now i won't be updating my blog...just wana let u guyz knw tat i'll be taking orders from now onwards till 25 september...for those who wish to order my choc marble cake, pls tag at my board aite...the price will be $16 :)
for those who already knws bout tiz, help me to spread the words around aite :)
6:20 AM
a daTe wit maMa at PopeYe :)
It's jz so difficult to fix a date wit my beloved ma to go out wit her...so the bz...banquet here banquet dere...hahaha! bt nwae,manage to bring her to popeye...hee..my hubby's restaurant...haha!
before reaching, met her at ct hall and go walk2 at suntec...had to wait for break fast time cz she's fasting on tat day...so off we went to suntec..hw jakun can she be cz the last time she went ct hall was lik 2 yrs ago whn she last work dere...haha! da mcm tourist la plakk...cute la she...was walking at suntec whn tiz ang moh guy came n approached me n my ma...introduced us to tiz facial product...had no idea y he chose to approached us instead..so my ma gave me tat 'ape2 laa' look whn he asked to proceed to his booth..he went on n on askin me to try on the product on my hand..bt then the product was interesting though..also used by the actress in beverly hills 90210..cnt rmmbr the name though...but there's a banner wit her pic and signature on it at the booth...so she was so called the 'duta' of the product laa...i kinda interested in the scrub...so i wasted $65 on the body scrub..hehe..bt its for my own gd oso la i tink...the scrub rips of all the dry and dirty skin tts inside the body.....(tts wt he saes) hee...but after tryin it on my hand, it felt really light and the smell haha! stayed wit me the whole day...! nw i jz have to spend more time in the toilet..hehehehe
so aftr tat we made our way to popeye..walk all the way frm marina..pity my ma..bt she nvr complain laa...'fit' mahh..hahaha! reach dere, tuk some pics here and there at the so called 'bukit timah nature reserve'....i so feel lik a tourist dere wit my baby gadget...went into popeye whn it was lik 7 plus...ordered food and yum2! glad she lik the food there...except tat haizz...she cnt finish it! aiyooo...i tol her y she nvr ate the shrimp...she was lik 'sayang la dik'...hahaha!! lik ma lik daughter....end up tapao(ing) the balance food...kekek la she..otw bck drop by at makansutra...was my first time dere oso...check the place out wit my ma...only got 2 muslim stalls dere selling satay,fite2(gado2),mee rebus,mee soto...etc..while the other shop selling mamak food...kinda attracted to the satay dere...hehehe...mz go n try la one dayy....my ma bought her all time fav la mee soto and gado satay for my dad...the food was not tat nice though..hehehe..plan nk mkn pt situ wit my family tak jadi..haha...plan to bring my mummy to popeye next..insyallah..hehehe...
7:52 AM
tiz is e day....
hmmm....today...4 aug 2008...viva presentatn....arghhh....its lik 1139am nw....i realy hope everythin goes well ltr...viva is at 1430 ltr...haizz...
i duno y at this crucial time somethin happen again...y cnt they leave me alone for once...wth la...first was my bangles...nw wt? my notepad?! lik wth la! i hve my notes abit here n dere...n nw al gone! puff! wah seh...i was really worked up yest...kept tellin myself to fite hard for it...anythin can happen nw...so i really mz be careful with my stuffz....things that i love,will be theirs...tts so unfair n ridiculous! who would wana believe me rite...but its aite...up to u all la...everyone have their own perception towards all this things....
so aftr i found out that my notepad was missing, i strted doing another set of notes for my viva...it seems that things that are very important n vital to me seems to go missing just lik tat...not enough wit tat,my back....went to the doc n he sae it was a muscle tear..guez i overstretched my back..really tot tat was it...he told me to rest for the meantime..so no soccer n stuffz...n im nt allowed to carry heavy things n stuffz...haizz...bt who cares..i was fighting my life out at last thur's game..bt 2 bad luck wasnt wit us...nearly all the key players were injured..its ok la...jz tat we cnt afford to lose anymre...hve to go all the way.......
guez i hve to go wash up n get ready nw....jz praying everytings gona be alrite......till ma next 'once in a blue moon' post...hahaha!
8:32 PM
onCe in a bLuE mOOn...
this title of this post goes out to nek nah...hahaha! maybe tul la..i'll jz update 'once in a blue moon'....hee :)
went off to KL to take kratingz jersey...so the tired to drive...bt there's another driver laa...gerek gak explore2..but put me alone in the car,ask me to drive there,sure i'll get LOST! hahahaha! along the way can stil drop by my beloved grandparents plc..spend a night dere...i hate saying gdbyes to them...it hurts seeing jz the 2 of em living dere...bt wt to do..lucky got abu...hehehe....oh ya...there's a whole stretch of new stalls comin their way...kfc..macdonalds...BASKIN ROBBINS..wuhoo! yum2!! hehehe...i was so excited n ask mama along...hehehe...in the end didnt finish it..(as usual)..the waffle was lik kinda big with choc rainbow arnd it...hahaha!
someone saes i didnt luk tat well nwadayz at traing...how wld u noe if u seldom mit me? traing? frm there u knw? hah...lik cam paham laa....things are gona be lik last time again...arghhh....sick n tired of it...tak bis2 tul ah...whn is it gona end...?? tomo? the day after? nx yr? never? or til sme1 close their eyes?? hmm....things lik tiz mkes me wonder alot...n i tend to think alott...i duno y...its nt a bad thing though...mkes me think first b4 dng anythin stupid or wt...kn? hee...toking bout thinking...i tend to think and define it to death...i duno y....i jz lik to find the root causes of it den link it together....hahahha...very chim? ya2 i noe..maybe one day i cn be a gd psychologist? hahaha! we'll nvr knw...gz mz try ah...hehehehehe!!
league is strting soon...tot we cld play at jbs bt haizz....in the end postponed..wth la..politics politics....so not fair...bt its aite la..pape pun kratingz will mke a history tiz yr insyallah kalau masin mulut nihh....although there's smethin tat keeps telling me to hold back...aiyoo....i jz duno wt i wana do..duno wt im dng nw is rite or the other way round....pape pun i shall fight till the end with kratingz! biar pe pun rintangan dan cabaran yg ku lalui....takkan ku mengaku kalah!! cheh2....mcm pofesor la plakkk.....hee :)
12:59 AM
~Gaucho~
