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today is my loooooooooooong LOST cousin's b.day......hapi b.day gerl....whn r u cumin bck.......haizzz..we all miz ya and shahira! :)
btw,evrytin was lik ok for me la...past few weeks felt nt ok la...gonna be sick soon i guez...too much of thinking i guez...i cnt easily forget wt has hppn cz we r kinda close...bt y in the first plc u lied to me....cn tell the truth straight pe...brani buat brani tanggung la babe.....tkyah nk beat arnd the bush la..say ur bz wit ur stuffz la,need time alone la..tats all bullshit! i HATE it whn people lie at me and in the end it turns out to be a stupid reason...nvm2...ALLAH tu maha adil...HE'll noe which one is best for me....cz i owayz seek help frm HIM.....biar la...guez ur hapi nw....i jz pray tat u'll be hapi wit whoevr ur wit nw n dun forget ur roots je la eh.....it tkes time la to accpet who u r nw.....i noe its kinda difficult and too sudden for me bt wt to do....redha je la....i still got my family wit me...yesssa!!!
hmm...skul is strtin soon n ya..everytin will get bck to normal..infact im ok nw....if last time i get much more worst den diz i cn tke it,y nt nw....its ok...buat la eh pe korang nk..im still standing here and still STRONG....yea2....it'll be the other way round one day huh...we'll jz see....wakakakakakka!!!
ok la...enuf of all tiz shit...mkes me wana puke....(haha fana...u owayz do tat whn i sae tat sme1's name rite).....let it be la...i'll jz cont wit my own life as usual....nwae,received msg frm my sec skul yest..told me bout smetin..haha...jz at the right time seh...mcm tau je im nt ok n ur dere....gosh....mmg fated la to be lik tiz huh.....miss the old times....haha!! ok2...bubbles and clouds all ovr.....memories memories.........it smetimes leave a bad one bt im thankful to it cz i learnt alot frm it and mkes me tink twice whn i wana mke new frenz..........enuf of all tiz...ive been lik nt well la..cakit peyut....its lik hurting soo much...lik needle poking....arrghhh...put oilment oredi...nw resting...later gotta go skul's traing....gona mit my 'wrapper'...yihaa! miss her la....:) so till den...wana go restt...........
* u call me bubblegum kn? ur the wrapper aite??? u noe who u r my swwiitttesst lurp.....wakakakakaka!!!!
12:10 AM
~Gaucho~
