iS iT cuMin bCk aT me??!!

y is it lik hppening....???????? gosh.......cnt i live in peace for once wit all my gd frenz...y muz u tke away my happiness whn im lik only startin to feel tat it's cumin...Y? Y? Y????????!!!!

I noe smetin is wrng smewhr bt we didnt even bother to tok bout tiz...u wit ur own world,me wit mine....haizzz...whn will tiz gonna endd??? i HATE tiz feeling...is it cumin bck lik last time or wt?? 'wit me still arnd,i wun let all those things tat hppnd to u last time,hppns again'....whr has tat gone to??? in the drain i guez..or is it sayin for the sake of sayin......???? i duno...YOU have the answer to it....i did took the initiative to do smethin although im nt tat type tat gives in,thnx to my best mate..bt i try cz i noe i dun wana lose a fren lik u...bt YOU? wt did YOU do?? dun giv a damn i guez huh.....mayb its nothin to you bt it means alot to me......i really appreciate and grateful to the short frenship tat we had.....really miz those times...giggles,laughter,smiles,jokes....now no more.................:(

wonder wt did i do all tiz while to deserve all tiz......history will repeat itself again...mayb.....i guez so....i dunno......all up to YOU and me.....i cnt do anytin anymre....i giv up....really......i had enuf of all tiz shit.....no more please.....aite.....if i hve done anitin tat hurts ur feelings or mkes u mad,im sori...bt pls dun treat me tiz way.....i really hate it to the core!!! dun treat me lik a small kid....at first i tot mayb dere's a good sign to tiz frenship,bt nw...i duno.......cnt slp..no appetite to eat n most of all,NO MOOD to do all my daily stuffz....its okla...i leave it up to HIM to show me the real path to happiness................insyallah....................................

*feeling down....no mood.....frustrated.....= a STRONGER person*

9:57 AM

~Gaucho~