gdbye handsome.........:(

haizz...no mood to post actually...my baby hndsme pass away tiz evening....u all dun misunderstood me la..its my hamster....no wonder these past few dayz i tend to see alot of dead birds on the road..be it,aftr skul,gng to skul or even gng to traing...haizz..very BAD sign....last time i dun use to believe all tiz...bt aftr wt hppn den i realise its true...i was lik walking wit my aunt whn i saw one dead black eagle...tot it was nothin la..den otw bck saw another one...tat part i dun feel good oredi..bt didnt tell my mum bout it la...whn reach hme,she told me tat my father's side got 2 ppl passed away..i was lik wt?! no wonder i felt smethin wrng whn i saw the dead birds...tat hppns a couple of months ago la.....i was so sad whn i look into the cage n saw hndsme lying dere..i really tot he's sleepin..cz everytime whn i wana giv them food, they will lik jumping la...looking upwards la,tryin to catch my hand...i was surprised cz he's the active one among the 4 remaining ones....haizz...guez his time has come laa...lik wt my mum sae...'da la dik, da mase dia untuk pergi'...my heart really sank la whn i heard those words frm my mum....:(

couldnt believe my eyes whn i read the msg frm tat SME1 sayin tat 'kesian.tkpe gi li baru ah'....wakao! senang nye ckp...U dunno hw much i syg my babies..diorang la tempat me ngadu all my probs...its better tokin to em rather than tokin to human beings....i agree wit wt u sae 'stiap yg hidup mesti mati'...its nt tat i cnt accept takdir or wt...its jz tat i really cnt bear to see them die infnt of me....mcm tkde perasaan lak bebual cm tuh....tau pun yg hidup semue akan mati...jgn ingatorg sihat nari akan sihat selamanye ah..we'll nvr noe whn tat person cn leave us...mayb one day if sme1 tells u tat im gone, u'll reply ' oh ye ke? takziah je la'..is it?? haizz.....pe2 la.....dun wish to tok further....:(

nwae,today woke up quite late cz got no lesson..e-learning IS claz...i tot assignments will be given and pass up tomo or wt...find out tat hve to pass up before 5 pm..wth la!! hvent yet do anitin..den smemre its so difficult to discuss online.....i prefer to mit up and discuss..more better and organized...rather than doing it online..so confusin..giving me headaches....lucky manage to finish all the 5 docs b4 5....haiyo....mon still gotta mit my team mate..wuhoo..cnt wait to discuss our project...gonna be fun man....haha!! u guyz wait till is officially announced here aite?? haha!! ok la..hving a bad flu nw...i tink due to the heavy rain on thur...i go n rempuh the rain wit my bike..hahaha....! was lik shivering cold aftr tat in clazz..heee....serve me rite....wakakka...nvm la...skali skale mandi ujan...hee...nw my nose is lik stuck la...susah nk breathe in...ate medicine oredi...later mate sure steam nye...wee! guez gotta go nw....olive signin off.............

9:09 AM

~Gaucho~