i miss u, Putih.............:(
it had been a tough week for me......haizz......but let me strt wit the times tat i enjoyed myself.....:) last sun....went to suprise my belo sygg for her advance b.day...not only me,all her other darlingz were dere...hehe...it was all ian's plan...hee...so lucky u my dear.....me,jac and beck was so xcited to suprise her on tat day...hehe..bought for her a brownie wit her name written on it...swit huh...;) den made our way to millenia walk (if its the correct spelling), tried SO hard to light up the candle bt den the wind was blowing so hard...until sme1 uses a receipt to light up and end up stepping it and blowing it to the ground...hahaha!! she was so shocked whn she saw us lor...hehehe..surprise2...hehe...all tiz while nvr reply our msgs rite..hmph! sme kind of a syg u r....heehehe....had a great chat wit u all and laughing out heads off....wit my lame jokes and all...but hey sme1 LOVES it....hehe..its better than the indonesian comedy rite my dear jac? hehehe....reached hme abit late cz we cnt find a cab hme...was so packed at suntec area....so made my way to town...bt still...hehehe.....end up walkin on the streets lik hopeless kids....flagging for cabs.....hehehe....thnx eh my hunnie bunnie for sendin me hme....n ya, to jess, hope u njoyed our small outing and ya....pls hor...dun sombong anymre hor....noti u....bluek!!
ok,the sad part...its so hard for me to do tiz...but haizz...i hve to let u go la putih......:( i really love him alottt though.....:( sob sob sob....:'( its my baby hamster putih....he was not so well for the past few weeks......so brought him to the doc....haizz...doc said jz hope for the best for him la cz there's a lump on his left side of the body...and his furs are lik dropping...cn barely sees his bones.....goshh..i really duno wt to do at tat point of time...so, got tiz medicine tat i hve to feed him once daily for 40 days.....poor putihh....but smethin was nt rite on the nite of 14 sep...i duno y i keep on playin wit him tat nite....i jz coudlnt bear to keep my eyes away frm him even for a sec....he cnt barely walk properly....whn he walks,he tends to swing to either the right or to the left....usually whn i pat him on his head,he'd luk up and try to lick my hand...but nt tat day...he was so dwn....and even at one time,he luk up and i cn sae his eyes....jz as if he's in tears...really....:( even my bro saw it....as if he's tellin me tat he's leaving me........and i can feel tat tat day wld be the last day i get to tok and hold him.........and indeed i was rite...aftr playin wit him..i went bck to my room....at arnd 3.30..my bro came knocking to my door and sae 'dik,dia da takde'........i was lik wt?! i quicky ran to the kitchen and my eyes were like in tears whn i saw him lying dere without breathing...........he's gone......................:( i cannot help it laa.......few minutes ago,i was lik tokin to him,but nw....he's left me...........sob sob....................i really syggg him alott.........he's one of my fav...other than belo.......gosh....i was in tears whn i told mama tat putih's gone...mama said tat its gd tat it end up tiz way rather than suffering frm seeing him lik tat...being so sick and all........wat to do...i really hve to let him go.............:(
the next day was out game agaisnt ntu....i duno y...i cnt concentrate tat well....felt so lemau and lemahh......i really miz putihh......i was nt performin well...my mind was smewhr else........but thnx alot dear for tat goal......tts for putihh....:) to my dear kratingz,sowi sis tak dpt nk perform well...tiz is the reason laa.....so i hope every1 noes nw.....hmmm.....maybe to u guyz out dere,its jz a small hamster and not a big deal....but to me,i tuk care of him since he's a baby.....since he was a red hamster wit no fur til now..........til he's gone.........aftr the game i quickly ran to the kitchen and i tot he's stil dere...gosh..i jz forgotten tat he's gone.....gosh....only left wit his cage....the most sad thing for me to recall is tat the medicine was not even finished and yet,he left me oredi..........its oklaa....i jz hope tiz wed's game i cn focus bck and i really wana do it for putih......hee.......:) HEART U LOTS PUTIHHH......REST WELL DERE AITE..........................................................:(
12:16 AM
~Gaucho~
