confused,dissapointed,enduringg.....

Many things hppns in ur life for a reason and for sure its either gd or bad...i jz duno hw to strt bloggin....wt a weekend for me though..NOT a great one to be precise....haizzz....im jz so dissapointed and speechless laa...y i hve to exprience all tiz at tiz moment of my life....why....to tink bck bout it,mayb HE's jz testing me and having me to be able to handle it calmly n stay strong.......bt seriously i duno til whn i can hold on to wt im holdin on nw....im jz afraid i'd jz giv up one day n leave it up to all those freaks out dere to ruin my life....arghhh!!

went bck jb for lik 5 dayz....get a piece of my mind dwn dere..tenang kn hatii....wit my beloved grandparents.....i jz cnt afford to sae gdbye to them whenvr i wana go bck...its jz smthin tat keeps holding me bck..bt i jz cnt help it....haizzz....n really tot tat sme1 wld hve cared n ask bout my well being bt i gz nt..TOO BZ i guez...takperla...sape la aku nii...stupid me to stil hopin for smethin tats lik drifting so farrr frm me....pe2 laa....

bought akhil hayy's cd..duno y i got stuck wit his songs...maybe its jz tellin me smethin..ntah la...pikir2 kn jadik takot lakk...subhanallahh......i jz hope eveythin tts hppening to me n family nw is jz a big test frm HIM tat soon will be disperse into thin air....bt i suppose its nt gona be tat wayy...i jz duno hw to sae...nvm laa....biar DIA sorang je yg tau perit getir hidup ku ini........


i really miss kickin sme balls on the field..bt nahh...nt yet laa....im jz afraid i cnt click well wit the 'surroundings' dere..takper laa...gona return very2 soon.....hols hve oredi strted...bt gona cme bck on thur for IST test..wth laa..tat kinda module oso got test....so the mepek...ehehe....aite la,gotta do ait mre skul stuffz den gona orh orh.....miz u all my dear kratingzz.......:( shobs shobs....:(

7:33 AM

~Gaucho~