confused...my mind is in a mess....
Life have been bored ever since my babies left me....really miz em lotz....:( nw i duno whr n who to turn 2 whn i need a listenin ear...dun wish to bother the ones around me animre....
i duno..im jz confused...n duno wt i am doing..whether its the rite thing or nt...tiz wk has been a super tiring day for me...shooting here n dere...traing..arghhh..i cn hardly lift up my legs.....my thighs are lik killing me...arghhhh~
i really dun wana hurt u animre tts y i gotta let u go....i duno la aite...haizzz...nw im lik a blur cock inside the claz staring in2 space...jz dun understnd myself...tanks for everythin btw...n ya..no amount of words can describe hw i felt at tiz point of time..........
at the same time bestie stil very quiet...wun msg til i msg rite? or u'll msg first and strt saying 'if i dun msg,u dun msg kn'...duno whn all tiz shits gona end.....sick n tired of all tiz laa...yes,we r drifting apart...more n more...guez u lik it tiz way kn...suits u den....al those years.....allll in the drainnnn i suppose.....i noe ur very hapi in wt ur dng nw..gd 4 u...cn only pray 4 u...cz i cnt do much..i cnt turn bck the time,i cnt get the same treatment,i cnt accept the fact u didnt even care, i cnt..i cnt...i cnt....there's lotz...bt i jz dun feel lik throwing it all out.....
tts the fact in life tat i hve to accept....ppl cme n go from ur life....takper la...da biase da....bt tiz time round its kinda painful cz i have to lose everythinnnn......i wun brood over it animre...maybe its fated for me to end up tiz way....ONE AFTER ANOTHER......
why huh.....ppl owayz ask themselves y me? y me? if smethin bad is happening to em...rather than lukin at the positive side and learn frm it as we get along wit life tats written.....haizz......
im jz feelin so downn.......belo....anje.....mini.....mummy......buta....hndsome...nakal....pak lah....putih...i so mish em.....soo muchhh........
9:37 PM
~Gaucho~
