outcast...
hmm...i duno y im feelin tiz way...smetimes we do feel lik tiz whn u r not close to a certain grp of people huh...nt tat u nvr tried but jz cnt help it but to feel tiz way...den it all cmes to the sayin 'one for all and all for one' ?? hakkk tuikkkk ahh!!
i so dun believe in tat sayin at all...nt at all...:( jz mkes me wonder am i really important to em or jz simply a CALAFARE to add on to the group....im sure they wun go arnd reading my blog so y do i care...i had enuf of tiz shit in my ITE days n i really thought it will change whn i step forward into another environment,another skul...but the fact is, i stil face tiz f*****g prob...bias bias bias....y shld the head sabotage the one under him where he can approach nicely after the whole thingy??!! i jz dun understnd....i thought the head was suppose to be dere to give moral support n giv constructive feedbacks to his students under him but i guez i was totally wrong! maybe it was our mistake oso as to why we nvr approach him first before the presentation n let him giv his CONSTRUCTIVE feedback first before us,presenting it...n all cmees back to me..lik wth laa...mkes me look as if i really mke a big mistake n make the whole thing look worst...
its been really hard on me nwadayz...wit everythin tat's gng on...one gone,another comes...whn is it gona end?? i duno if i can stil get hold of everythin or shld i jz let it go as it is....?? NOBODY knws wt im gng through in my life rite nw and wit me acting lik usual, nobody wld have believe wt i went through.......
whoever cmes by n read tiz post if ever u feel hurt or wt, den i guez u shld strt tinkin whether wtever u do, be it nw or the past, is it the right thing to do n does it hurt the other party and hve u ever think bout the other party's feeling?? i wun wana sae anitin...u decide for urself..........
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9:29 PM
~Gaucho~
